Wednesday, December 30, 2015



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This coming New Year brings us face to face with the consequences of the 9/11 Official Story Big lie and resultant fears, with which we are all complicit, and the great truth of a Unified Field of love which exists not only beyond time and space but also deepest within each one of us. Nothing can keep this great truth from eventually spreading universally and setting everything ablaze: Allen L Roland, PhD

Love alone is capable of uniting living beings in such a way as to complete and fulfill them, for it alone takes them and joins them to what is deepest within themselves.
~ Teilhard de Chardin


The Truth died on 9/11 and we are all complicit for most of us have been silent if not passive regarding this monstrous lie and crime and many of us who have sought the truth have been ridiculed and ostracized for our beliefs and quest for the 9/11 truth.

As we approach 2016, Washington is now preparing to expand its global military basing system through the addition of a “larger network envisioned by the Pentagon,” which will include at least four new Special Forces hubs and numerous new “spoke” bases, according to a New York Times article published Monday ~ the War on Terror goes on unabated.

World War III is on the horizon and Paul Craig Roberts (ICH) explains why; " At this point in time, nuclear war can only be avoided in two ways. One way is for Russia and China to surrender and accept Washington’s hegemony. The other way is for an independent leader in Germany, the UK, or France to rise to office and withdraw from NATO. That would begin a stampede to leave NATO, which is Washington’s prime tool for causing conflict with Russia and, thereby, is the most dangerous force on earth to every European country and to the entire world. If NATO continues to exist, NATO together with the neoconservative ideology of American hegemony will make nuclear war inevitable". See article ~

Our post 9/11 society is still characterized by lies and illusionary fears but the Achilles' heel of the official 9/11 story remains the controlled demolition of Building Seven of the World Trade Center.

INCONTROVERTIBLE is the first and only feature length documentary we have which portrays the frank and candid views of Police Officers, Firefighters and Soldiers as they express their grave concerns about the official explanation for the events of 9/11.

The film is intended to act as a practical aid in combating the mainstream media's propaganda and outright lies concerning the attacks on September 11th, 2001. This film is intended to be
viewed by Police Officers, Firefighters and all those serving in the Armed Forces as they are the among the best placed members of our society to have the ability to change things for the better.

If you have friends or family who are serving then please pass this film onto them and weigh the evidence.  Incontrovertible - New 9/11 Documentary by Tony Rooke - YouTube

America today is now a National Security State, built on lies and fear, and rapidly becoming an Israeli style Garrison State ~ see Real News interview with Larry Wilkerson ~ 7 minutes


Regarding the emerging great truth, rising as an evolutionary counterbalance to the growing darkness ~ when I walked into my precognitive vision of the Golden Gate Bridge in 1987 ~ an event that I had originally seen at six years old in Boston, Massachusetts, while in great psychic pain ~ the event I was experiencing had seemingly gone backwards in time to 1940. This was my proof that there was no time and space within this Unified Field   of love and soul consciousness and it was indeed the sole constant of the universe!
See my VT article ~


I also deeply knew I was now ready to fully own this truth and share it with the world ~ which I have for almost 40 years ~ which includes my PhD on the Unified Field in 1998 as well as my subsequent work with veterans with PTSD retrieving their lost souls through love and gratitude as well as my weblog posts which reach over 100 countries.

Teilhard de Chardin implied the reality of such a Unified Field when he posited the existence of a universal soul that united and joined the universe and all humanity through love. In his last unpublished work, Teilhard wrote of the inevitable consequences that will arise when this truth appears:

"Sooner or later there will be a chain reaction ~ for the truth has to appear only once, in one single mind, for it to be impossible for anything ever to prevent it from spreading universally and setting everything ablaze."

Jesus, Buddha and all the great spiritual figures were in this sense divinely human. They were evolutionary forerunners for a state of soul consciousness that we can and must attain in order to evolve. The humanizing of these archetypal spiritual figures is an essential step that will lead us to do as they did ~ take total responsibility for manifesting the very same love and soul consciousness that also exists within each one of us.

When we choose to love beyond our fear, regardless of the risks, and to fulfill our deepest propensity to unite with one another, we also fulfill the promises of attainment and redemption that Jesus and the other great spiritual figures represent.

Stephen Mitchell said it well in his Gospel According To Jesus:

" What is the gospel according to Jesus? Simply this, that the love we all long for in our innermost heart is already present, beyond longing …. The ultimate reality, the luminous, compassionate intelligence of the universe, is not somewhere else, in some heaven light years away. It didn't manifest itself any more fully to Abraham or Moses than to us ~ nor will it be any more present to some messiah at the far end of time. It is always right here, right now."

Those of you who are awaiting Christ's return, look within, for it is there that he resides. He resides in our deepest propensity to unite with and love one another, or, as Stephen Mitchell goes on to say:

"The messianic dreams of our future may be humanity's sweetest dream. But it is a dream nevertheless, as long as we don't transform ourselves. And Jesus, like the Buddha, was a man who had awakened from all dreams."

Jesus, lives in my heart in my capacity to unconditionally love others and touch and retrieve lost souls as I have demonstrated for years in my heart centered work.

Thus, we must awaken from all dreams that require looking for an answer "out there" ~ and we must finally go inside, face our fears, and claim the only true answer ~ ourselves, for we are all divinely human.

How comforting it is amidst this painful transformation to realize that deepest within us is joy, intention and purpose as well as our original loving state of soul consciousness ~ the Unified Field of love.

It really is this simple ~ and my life's quest has demonstrated it along with my heart centered work.

Happy New Year ~ the hope for a better world and our role in it lies deepest within each one of us.


Allen L Roland, PhD

Heart centered spiritual consultant and advisor Allen L Roland can be contacted at Allen is also a lecturer and writer who shares a weekly political and social commentary on his web log and website He is also featured columnist on Veterans Today and  guest hosts a monthly national radio show TRUTHTALK on




Thursday, December 24, 2015



Fort Mason Park , San Francisco and the grassy knoll in the background that overlooks the Golden Gate Bridge.

It was 1987 and it was a day similar to the day, which you see pictured here, when I walked into this park and directly into a precognitive vision that I had from a place of deep loss at six years old in Boston, Massachusetts. In that deliriously joyful moment I realized that my Unified Field theory, which I had written in 1979, was no longer a theory but was indeed a fact ~ for that special little boy within me had indeed been in a state of loving soul consciousness that existed beyond time and space and that precognitive door into the future revealed that it was also the one constant of the universe, which I have since been demonstrating in my work for over 40 years: Allen L Roland, PhD

"There is always one moment in childhood when the door opens and lets the future in" ~ Graham Greene


In 1979, I had written the first draft of my Unified Field Theory, but I had not yet proven to myself that love ~ and not light ~ was the one constant of the universe.

I knew Einstein was correct in terms of what science could see through its limited consciousness ~ but wrong in terms of what can be perceived and experienced from the standpoint of the heart, or the within of things.

It was obvious to me that extra-sensory or paranormal events illustrated a different relation to time and space.

For example, in scientific terms, precognition (the perception of a future event before it occurs) is considered possible ~ but it would mean that signals or information of some kind could travel backward in time, which according to special relativity, would be particles going faster than light.

But with the acceptance of the existence of the Unified Field of Love ~ a psychic energy field within which time and space do not exist ~ the effect would be the same but the cause would be due to forces beyond the physical realm.

As such, precognition would fit comfortably into the established physics and would also explain why it is experienced mainly between people who have deep loving connections such as lovers, mates and mothers and their children.

So in 1979, I knew that this Unified Field of love was the one constant of the universe, but I had no direct experience of it as existing beyond time and space and until I did, it could only be a theory.

In 1987, I finally had finally reached a place in my personal growth and journey through fear ~ where I had pulled an internal switch and declared that "I will never say no to myself again or allow myself to be controlled by fear".

It was from that same fearless place of self-acceptance in 1987, while attending a Life spring advanced seminar, that I crossed Bay Street in north San Francisco and walked into Fort Mason park, looked to my left and there it was ~ the scene I saw is the very picture that appears on the back cover flap of my book ~ Radical therapy, Surrender to love And Heal Yourself in Seven Sessions (not seven years).

All my clients have access to these self-healing steps and have read this story in my updated Kindle Book RADICAL THERAPY, SURRENDER TO LOVE AND HEAL YOURSELF IN SEVEN  SESSIONS (not seven years). Here is the Kindle link

Most people are not aware that you do NOT need a Kindle to read an Amazon eBook. You can download a free program from Amazon called Kindle for PC, and read it on your computer. Link below:

And here's a link to the YouTube Skype sessions of the self-healing process I teach and coach ~ Watch, in the first 20 minutes of session five, how Marina conquers her deepest fear by going through them as she demonstrates that beneath her pain and fear is a boundless joy ~ the same joy I felt that day in 1987. See video


But I digress, I knew when I walked into Fort Mason Park in 1987 and looked to my left ~ that it was the exact vision I saw as a child ~ because of the way the light was reflecting off the bay as well as  the houses off the Marina on the left. Of course, the Golden Gate Bridge was right in the middle ~ just as I saw it as a child!

Immediately bursting into tears, I ran up the grassy knoll overlooking a view of the bridge and let myself fully surrender to the moment ~ to that vision I had experienced  more than 40 years before ~ I was beside myself with joy, delight, awe and wonder!

I realized that I had finally found the proof for my Unified Field ~ and it was always within my own consciousness ~ all I had to do is say Yes to myself and not be controlled by fear.

That six year old little boy had obviously been in a state of soul consciousness, that exists beyond time and space, and before closing his heart, he let me know exactly where I would be when I would be seeing through his eyes again.

The event I was experiencing now had seemingly gone backwards in time.

This was my proof that there was no time and space within this state of consciousness and that love was indeed the sole constant of the universe!

I also deeply knew I was now ready to fully own this truth and share it with the world ~ which I have for almost 40 years.



Navy Blue Angels over Golden Gate Bridge

Just as becoming a Navy Fighter pilot was an important part of my destiny and brought me to the San Francisco Bay area ~ the precognitive vision of the Golden Gate Bridge was a door that was opened to me as a young child and not only let the future in but proved to me that the love for my grandfather not only existed beyond time and space but was also the sole constant of the universe.

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year

Allen L Roland, PhD

Heart centered spiritual consultant and advisor Allen L Roland can be contacted at Allen is also a lecturer and writer who shares a weekly political and social commentary on his web log and website He is also featured columnist on Veterans Today and  guest hosts a monthly national radio show TRUTHTALK on



Monday, December 21, 2015



Allen L Roland with still much to do at 82 years old.

As I draw closer to 82 years old, I realize I'm living on borrowed time and since I've already published my Living Will ~ I think I'm ready to publish my living Narrative complete with my many triumphs and failures but still in the same spirit of good humor and gratitude. I wouldn't have missed this lifetime for anything ~ for I most definitely surrendered to love and found my part in a loving plan: Allen L Roland, PhD

“We are travelers on a cosmic journey, stardust, swirling and dancing in the eddies and whirlpools of infinity. Life is eternal. We have stopped for a moment to encounter each other, to meet, to love, to share. This is a precious moment. It is a little parenthesis in eternity.” – Paulo Coelho



1. If I should remain in a persistent vegetative state for more than 30 days, I would like someone to pay my rent.

2. If I do not respond to pinches, pinpricks, rubber mallets, electric shock or other medical stimuli, please don’t take it personally.

3. If my death is particularly dramatic and worthy of a movie ~  I would like to be played by Harrison Ford.

4. If my doctor pronounces me brain-dead, I would like to see the latest Adam Sandler movie.

5. If there is a family dispute over my medical condition, it must be settled with a boxing match.

6. I do not wish to be kept alive by any machine that has a 5,10 or 20 dollar change setting.

7. In lieu of flowers or donations, I would prefer a fireworks show.

8. Assume that, even in a coma, I can still hear discussions about my life, my loves and my struggles.

9. If I remain motionless for an extended period and utter only guttural, meaningless sounds, I would like it set to music and submitted for an Emmy.

10. At my memorial service, I would like my clergyman to begin his eulogy with the words “I suppose, in a way, we all misunderstood Allen.”

See VT column ~

Now it's time for my Living Narrative and my epitaph should be this appropriate credo from Jack London ~ a childhood hero, writer and inspiration for me.

"I would rather be a superb meteor, every atom of me in magnificent glow, than a sleepy and permanent planet.
proper function of man is to live, not to exist.
I shall not waste my days trying to prolong them.
I shall use my time.”
Jack London


It was Teilhard de Chardin who wrote that "we are not human beings having a spiritual experience but instead spiritual beings having a human experience" and my living Narrative, since I'm still very much alive, is correctly written from a first person perspective.

William Blake wrote "We are put on space a little space to bear the beams of love" and Blake died singing songs to his wife ~ but in my lifetime narrative, it appears I not only bared the beams of love but demonstrated that it was not only deepest within each one of us but was a joyful state of soul consciousness that existed beyond time and space.

First of all, let me be clear that I wanted to be born regardless if I was wanted or not ~ I'm a twin and was blessed with an inseparable companion for those nine prenatal months ~ I was born two minutes ahead of my beloved twin and I was there for him spiritually 80 years later when he died two years ago. Bobby lives in my heart and is now my guardian angel. See my Eulogy in 2014 ~ 

There is also little doubt that I surrendered during the birth trauma which I relived many years later as a carrier based fighter pilot in 1960 ~ the longest split second I have ever experienced. See The Final Option ~ as well as  a link to my work and how I guide people through their deepest fears.

My early childhood years were intertwined with my twin brother and we were indeed the adventurous Hardy brothers which I reminded him of when he was suffering from Parkinson's disease at a rest home close to our original home in Nahant, Massachusetts in 2012. See Love Note to my Twin  ~

But there is one early childhood experience at four years old, while living with my beloved grandfather in Newtonville, Massachusetts with my mother and brothers, where I profoundly experienced that deepest within myself was a love and joy that indelibly connected me to everything around me as well as all of nature ~ it was my first conscious awareness of a  Unified Field of love and soul consciousness that exists beyond time and space.

One day while playing alone in my room I heard my favorite song on the radio ~ it was Gene Autrey's "I'm Back in the Saddle Again". My inner joy was too great to contain and I felt an incredible urge to share it ~ so I turned the radio up full volume, stood on my tiptoes, opened the window and leaned out into the gorgeous New England summer day.

Immediately, an overwhelming sense of delight seemed to lift me out of myself ~ an utterly amazing feeling of knowing and awareness rose from deep within me, a feeling of incredible joy and oneness with all things around me ~ and I totally surrendered to it.

For a few ecstatic moments, I sensed, knew, that I was not alone. This awesome joy lifted me out of myself and was somehow connected to all and everything ~ and I was part of it.

At four years old, I knew ~ for a few moments ~ that I was a beloved and essential part of a loving universe ~ I was in the Unified Field.

Two years later, when I was suddenly taken away from my grandfather, my heart closed and I checked out. Emotionally, I stopped growing and for the next 30 years that transcendent moment of soul consciousness remained buried beneath a well of grief, a mantle of psychic pain, aloneness and despair ~ it hurt too deeply to feel anything deeply. But in the midst of that initial pain, I had a vision of the Golden Gate bridge, water and houses ~ a moment in time precognitive vision that I would eventually walk into 40 years later.

So my whole lifetime narrative became an unconscious Quest to find that little boy and empower him to feel that deeply again and own and share his joyful truth.

In essence, my lifetime Quest to find myself has been a process of learning to surrender to what was already deepest within myself and then finding the courage to fully share what I truly felt and knew ~ and then empower countless others with this truth.

After High School and College, and my five years of active duty as a Naval aviator, my twin brother and I drifted apart and I began my quest in California to find love, myself and my authentic vocation. After three marriages, four children and much joy and heartache, I finally surrendered to my repressed pain, found that joyful little boy and walked into that precognitive dream I had at six years old of the Golden Gate Bridge ~ and realized I was living that vision and had proven my Unified Field ~ for my precognitive vision at six had gone backward in time and obviously existed beyond time and space.

More importantly, I surrendered to my original intention and purpose ~ which was to not only prove my Unified Field of love and soul consciousness but demonstrate it in my work which I have done for the past 40 years.

The basic underlying and uniting force of the universe is a psychic energy force of love and soul consciousness (the Unified Field) which lies not only beyond time and space but also our deepest fears and whose principle property is the universal urge to unite: Allen L Roland, PhD

Once I realized that the love I was looking for was deepest within myself I obtained my MA in Clinical Psychology from Sonoma State University and began my authentic vocation ~ demonstrating through my heart centered work that people could be empowered to heal themselves in seven sessions if they opened their hearts through gratefulness and forgiveness.

In 1998, I obtained my PhD in Spiritual Psychology from Greenwich University and my award winning dissertation on the Unified Field eventually became my book Radical Therapy, Surrender to Love and Heal Yourself in Seven Sessions (not Seven Years).  Radical meaning heart/soul centered Healing.

That book is now on Kindle along with my 12 truths ~ See Kindle and 12 Truths announcement on VT ~

All my clients have access to these self-healing steps in my updated Kindle Book RADICAL THERAPY, SURRENDER TO LOVE AND HEAL YOURSELF IN SEVEN  SESSIONS (not seven years). Here is the Kindle link

Most people are not aware that you do NOT need a Kindle to read an Amazon eBook. You can download a free program from Amazon called Kindle for PC, and read it on your computer. Link below:

And here's a link to the YouTube Skype sessions of the self-healing process I teach and coach ~ Watch, in the first 20 minutes of session five, how Marina conquers her deepest fear by going through them as she demonstrates that beneath her pain and fear is boundless joy. See video

My book and work is a passionate call to heal your heart by surrendering to love. Initially by sharing gratitude with the many people in your life who have not been thanked for being a gift ~ and then all others as you open your heart and begin to not only see through different eyes but also slowly reconnect with your original joy, intention and purpose.

My life has been a life of service and my greatest joy and sense of belonging is the inner knowledge that I am a living part of a loving plan in action (God) and in sync with my destiny and I am blessed to have my beloved partner, companion and healer Keiko by my side in my golden years.

I dreamed about Keiko before I met her and distinctly remember telling my children that we would be living together within a year ~ and we hadn't even met at that time. (The soul contains the event that shall befall it and always provides what we need on our life's journey)

The proving ground of my transformational life's work has been my empowering work for the past 5 years with combat veterans with PTSD, who have been taught to kill but have been re-programed to love through gratefulness and forgiveness during this important soul retrieval work.

In reviewing my life, I have answered an important question I posed long ago when I started my practice ~Why are most people afraid of their deepest Joy?

The answer is because their psychic pain, quite often experienced at birth or early childhood, has over ridden their original joyful memories and they are afraid of or mistrust their deepest joy and are living their life and still making life decisions based on ego based fear.

In the third tenet of my PhD dissertation, The Unified Field, I describe the process by which psychic pain (the seeming separation from love) can over-ride joy and how most people are afraid of or mistrust their deepest joy ~ It would appear that the pain of not feeling loved for oneself and being seemingly separated from our original state of soul consciousness and the Unified Field is of such deep psychic proportions that, early in childhood, processes are triggered in the hypothalamus which result in a left brain imbalance and dominance as well as the denial, mistrust and forgetting of our connection to the Unified Field and the love and joy and a state of soul consciousness deepest within us. It is from this dark tunnel of pain, aloneness, despair and apparent death that the ego and ego consciousness is born - for survival and protection purposes only.

In my role as a heart centered consultant with over 40 years' experience of soul retrieval especially with veterans with PTSD, I retrieve buried souls and empower them through love and gratefulness to not only open their hearts but to also find their unique place in a universal loving plan from a place of celebration and service. They soon begin to realize that everything they have ever wanted is on the other side of fear.

Here are the eight stages of ego transcendence I demonstrate and teach. Remember that the ego is a projection of what we feel we have to be versus being our true authentic self ~ and it is always born out of deep pain and aloneness.

1. Denial    Everything is fine, there is nothing missing in my life ~ I'm in full control of everything

2. Anger    I can't stay in control and manipulate things any more ~ it's not working, it's making me angry.   

3. Bargaining   I'll hang on to something so I won't get out of control and have to deal with the unknown and all those scary feelings deep inside me that I have been continually avoiding.

4. Depression  Why am I feeling so sad, and it feels so deep. If only I could get out of this pit of despair.

5. Acceptance / Connection   I'm feeling deep sadness and it's the same feelings I felt as a child ~ I can't deny these feelings any longer.

6. Surrender  I'm letting go and trusting that there is joy beneath my sadness ~ what is this excitement I'm feeling beneath this well of grief and it has nothing to do with someone else.

7. Celebration  I'm truly feeling the joy of being myself and the growing awareness that there is something I'm supposed to be doing ~ I'm beginning to trust the unknown and see through different eyes.

8.  Service  I'm fully trusting myself, I'm listening and I'm responding to this inner call ~ I want to be in service from this inner place of authentic love, joy and delight.


Make no mistake about it, the keys to the magic kingdom of the soul are gratefulness and forgiveness ~ and eventually gratefulness and forgiveness ends with our self.

Dr Stanley Krippner describes this soul retrieval process in the foreword of my book ~ "No psychiatric manual lists "soul loss" as a condition in need of treatment but shamans tell me that "soul loss" is widespread in contemporary society. Allen Roland has had the insight to understand what the shamans have told me. He also has developed the skills to help his clients regain their souls"

Nowhere is "soul loss" more apparent than with veterans who have been taught to kill or witnessed or participated in unjustified mass human carnage.

Band of Brothers #18 was my last hurrah as a volunteer consultant with the Concord Vet Center but I left with an immense sense of satisfaction regarding this unique heart centered approach to self-healing. This empowering program has not only succeeded ~ with well over 100 active veteran graduates who have positively changed through gratefulness and self-forgiveness ~ but more importantly, their hearts have been opened and they have experienced another choice of behavior while their PTSD symptoms have greatly diminished.

It remains to be seen if the VA will integrate this self-healing approach into their clinical approach but it is obvious that no amount of psychiatric drugs can ease the painful psychic pain carried by many of our returning veterans with PTSD ~ as witnessed by the rising veteran suicide rate.

Gen. Peter Chiarelli, the Army’s No. 2 officer, who has long been an advocate for soldiers suffering from the invisible wounds of war (such as PTSD and TBI) ~ also advocates the need for other alternative approaches ~ ” I want to understand what drugs we should use to treat these symptoms, if we should use any drugs at all. I want to look into alternative pain management. We are finding there are other ways to handle pain that are more effective and allow a person to feel a lot better than throwing a bagful of drugs at them.”  See

As a former active duty Naval aviator and carrier pilot who served seven years in the Navy, the last two as a weekend warrior ~ I can honestly relate to veterans and consider it an honor to have touched many of their hearts in my work as a heart centered consultant.

They have all, including myself, faced their deepest fears and been in service to their country. Many have been to the dark side and long for another choice and I am proud to have facilitated that process in my ongoing heart centered consultations. That work was an integral part of my life's journey for I was in service to something far greater than myself and always from a place of my original joy and soul consciousness, the Unified Field .

Make no mistake about this, I have not won a popularity contest in surrendering to my destiny in my soul retrieval work particularly with the VA who still have not acknowledged the need for this alternative heart centered counseling with veterans and continue to rely on their symptom based clinical approach to veteran rehabilitation. Most of my children and family do not understand my quest ~ but regardless, I have taken pains to keep them up to date on my progress and perhaps been an inspiration for them to go within and believe in themselves.

Last year I wrote on my Birthday that I was Having fun at 81 but this year it's There's still much to do at 82 ~ There can be no greater feeling of satisfaction, as a heart centered advisor and consultant, than guiding and empowering someone through their deepest fears and pain to the euphoric joy beneath their pain as well as embracing and giving a voice to the innocent and fearless child within themselves.

Every step and relationship in my life has prepared me for this soul centered work particularly with combat veterans with PTSD. At age 82, I feel completely in sync with my destiny, I’m most definitely in service from a place of joy, gratefulness and celebration and I’m still making a difference. Being able to clearly see through my heart has more than prepared me for this important soul based work.

And now here is my secret, a very simple secret: It is only with the heart that one can see rightly; what is essential is invisible to the human eye.”
~ Antoine de Saint-Exupéry, The Little Prince


Allen L Roland, PhD

Heart centered spiritual consultant and advisor Allen L Roland can be contacted at Allen is also a lecturer and writer who shares a weekly political and social commentary on his web log and website He is also featured columnist on Veterans Today and  guest hosts a monthly national radio show TRUTHTALK on