On Wednesday, January 18th, 1934 at 830 AM, I arrived on this planet accompanied by my late beloved twin, Bobby. Unloved and unwanted by my mother but treasured by my Grandfather, I surrendered during the birth process, was born and slowly began my struggle and quest to sort out why I was here on this strange planet. Sensing it had something to do with surrendering to, understanding and sharing an all-encompassing love and joy that existed beyond time and space but was also deepest within myself. It was a universal love I fully experienced at 4 years old as well as a later precognitive glimpse of my intention and purpose ~ and now, 79 years later, I'm completing it: Allen L Roland, PhD
Let me have my mentor from beyond time and space , Teilhard de Chardin, explain what I mean by seeing ~ for what I really mean is seeing through the Heart:
In essence, the psychic pain of being seemingly separated from love is so great that emotionally we stop growing and our lives become a quest to recreate that pain in a subconscious attempt to go beneath that pain and reunite with our original state of wholeness and joy as well as intention and purpose.
As such, all of our love relationships are steps on this quest until we finally embrace the grand prize or Holy Grail ~ our authentic self and our part in a universal loving plan ~ the Unified Field .
It was Teilhard who wrote in his last unpublished work, LE CHRISTIQUE ( The promised land ) of the inevitable consequences when this truth eventually appears; "sooner or later there will be a chain reaction ~ for the truth has to appear only once, in one single mind, for it to be impossible for anything ever to prevent it from spreading universally and setting everything ablaze."
Let me elaborate on that by using the scientific findings of the recent Nobel Prize winning researchers , Politzer, Gross and Wilczek, to prove my point. They won the 2004 Nobel prize in physics for their studies of the "strong Force" ~ the powerful and mysterious energy that holds the nuclei of atoms together .
They explained the mystifying qualities of the strong force, which holds together the fundamental building blocks of nature, called QUARKS, to form protons and neutrons ~ two of the basic components of atoms.
Independently, they developed the theory and the mathematical equations to show that Quarks are held together by the strong force which, unlike any other force in the universe, gets stronger as the quarks get farther apart ~ a concept now known as "Asymptotic Freedom".
The simplest analogy is to a rubber band encircling two objects. When the objects are close together, the rubber band fits loosely. But as they are drawn apart, the rubber band stretches, trying to pull them back together.
But I would now add that Asymptotic Freedom exists not only in the quantum world of the atom but also in the world of planets and galaxies ~ and is even more compelling evidence of our innate urge to unite, which is the principle property of the Unified Field .
"Dark Energy does more than hurry along the expansion of the universe ~ It has a strangle hold on the shape and spacing of galaxies. Dark Energy, unlike matter, does not clump in some places more than others; by its very nature, it is spread smoothly everywhere. Dark energy links everything together "
Now, here is my take on these findings as applied to my Unified Field of Love and Soul Consciousness.
The strong force in the atom is also the urge to unite which is the principle property of my Unified Field. It is the same urge to unite that Einstein found when he discovered that photons ( light particles ) have a tendency to travel together versus act randomly ~ which eventually led to the discovery of the laser.
Strong Force in Atom
It is also the same urge to unite that Teilhard de Chardin speaks of when he wrote ~ If there were no real propensity to unite, even at a prodigiously rudimentary level, indeed, in the molecule itself ~ it would be physically impossible for love to appear higher up in the ' humanized ' or human form .
It is also the same urge to unite that loved ones feel when they are separated from each other ~ and the further apart the stronger the pull to be back together. Since I'm a twin, I can really relate to this urge to unite when I was sometimes separated from my twin in early childhood and now, since he died two years ago, he has returned to this Unified Field of love and soul consciousness and is one of my guardian angels.
Asymptotic Freedom, the quantum strong force urge to unite, aka the Unified Field, not only exists within the atom but also exists in space as Dark Energy thus uniting the quantum world of the atom with the outer physical world of gravity, planets and galaxies (the Microcosm and the Macrocosm).
This would also seemingly explain how the urge to unite would increase as the Universe continues to expand (much like a rubber band).
As such, it is a force that is stronger than Gravity !
Thus, the one constant of the universe would no longer be light at 186,000 miles per second for even light particles (photons) are subject to this force field of love ~ this driving propensity to unite which exists not only beyond time and space but also beneath our deepest fears and within the atom itself as Asymptotic Freedom.
This would also explain why mankind is in the process of uniting while we seemingly are dividing and pulling away from each other.
And finally, on an individual level, it would explain the evolutionary power of love, altruism and social cooperation ~ and how mankind can no longer resist its innate pull and urge to unite versus fragment and separate.