The final option became a split second of transcendence, an
experience beyond the normal or physical level, and in the process I
experienced the timeless and fearless world of soul consciousness where all
answers are clear but can only be truly accessed through love: Allen L Roland
I have had many personal experiences of the
sensory sensation of being in the Unified Field of love and soul consciousness that exists not only
beyond time and space but also beneath our deepest fears but this one stands
out ~ for it was a matter of life and death and it became the foundation of
my belief in this state of consciousness that lies beneath our deepest fears.
In the early
1960’s while I was serving as a U.S. Navy all-weather carrier pilot on the USS
Ranger on the South China Sea ~ I was launched one stormy dark night in my
supersonic interceptor from the forward catapult.
It was a brutal
night and I saw that the launch crew chief had all he could do to remain
upright on the deck. After climbing into the cockpit I brought the F3H Demon to
full throttle and felt the supersonic Navy jet shake with power as it strained
against the bridle. Keenly aware of sounds, everything sounded good as I did a
final check of my instruments.
The launch crew leader raised his neon batons
in the air and waited for my salute, which I gave. The launch crew then
released the
bridle which would send me hurtling into the stormy night sky at 155 mph within
3 seconds. I braced my head against the headrest and anticipated the sudden 3
G rush of
acceleration. Within seconds, thousands of pounds of steam pressure drove me
back into my seat and catapulted the plane into the stormy night sky. My hands
and eyes quickly swept through the cockpit as I had done hundreds of times
before and I awaited my gradual acceleration to climbing speed. But it did not
come. Something was wrong! I was not gaining airspeed! The plane was shaking
and obviously close to stalling speed and I was rapidly losing altitude.
Only seconds away from crashing I felt
myself being physically crushed by fear and the enormity of my desperate
situation. I was going to die! I fought to stay airborne. In a state of total
fear and panic I frantically reviewed my only options. Crash, go down
with the plane... eject and hope to stay alive long enough in the icy
water and be picked up by the carrier which would have to be within 3 minutes. The
stall horn was now blaring! I was only 50 feet over the water and seconds
away from crashing and I felt myself being completely crushed into the seat by
my fear ~ so I exercised my final option ~ I fully surrendered to that moment!
I let myself be
seemingly crushed by fear and in that stillness of complete surrender I became
totally clear, devoid of fear and panic and seemingly beyond time and space ~ the longest split second I have ever experienced!
In that timeless
second of total surrender and fearless clarity, I instantly noticed that the
gear landing light was still on and that I had obviously not raised it after
takeoff ~ the plane was carrying too much drag to gain altitude and airspeed
and I calmly raised the gear and regained airspeed and altitude.
It was only years
later, while experiencing a re-birthing exercise, did I connect that
crushing feeling I had experienced that night on the South China Sea for it was
indeed my original birth trauma and I had exercised the same option I did on
that fearful night as a pilot 28 years later ~ I totally surrendered, from a
place of numbing fear, and was born two minutes before my twin. I still
vividly remember the three lights over the birthing table as I opened my fear
closed eyes at the Boston Lying In Hospital on the morning of January 18, 1934.
Obviously, part
of me knew that a place of timeless serene calmness and clarity lay beneath my
deepest fears and my life and death experience that night on the USS Ranger
forced me to surrender to, embrace and go beneath that fear and became my first
dramatic experience of the reality of a Unified Field of love and soul consciousness, beneath our deepest fears, which later in
my life I would find and prove by fully surrendering to love.
What happened that night
would become the foundation of my life's quest or journey to demonstrate that
beneath our deepest fears is a spring of love, joy and soul consciousness and I
have helped thousands of others go beyond their fears and surrender to love
through my book Radical Therapy ~ and discover for themselves that love is the
foundation of virtually every true emotional healing.
Here is a link to my book:
As a heart centered spiritual consultant or
advisor ~ I teach a seven session process that anyone can do with my book or by
watching the sessions on YouTube and doing it themselves. The inner peace
and clarity I discovered that night on the South China Sea can be the authentic
experience of anyone willing to go beyond their fears, surrender to love and
heal themselves in the process.
Allen L Roland
http://allenlrolandsweblog.blogspot.com/2014/05/the-final-option.html
Freelance
Alternative Press Online columnist and heart centered
spiritual counselor Allen L Roland is available for comments, interviews,
speaking engagements and private Skype
consultations at allen@allenroland.com
Allen
L Roland is also a lecturer and shares a weekly
political and social commentary on his web log and website allenroland.com He also guest hosts a
monthly national radio show TRUTHTALK on www.conscioustalk.net
By surrendering to love, we are no longer a hostage to fear ~ a message for all of us including our leaders.
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