A young
Israeli boy and his Palestinian friend realize that their bond of love and
friendship supersedes any cultural or religious animosity
and hatred.
Only the children can lead us out of this dark hole the world
has dug for itself for only children are capable of seeing through the heart
and can somehow sense that our perilous path towards mutual self-destruction is
not their path ~ for they sense, as I know, their oneness with a Unified Field of
love, joy and soul consciousness which exists not only deepest within ourselves
but also beyond time and space. A Unified Field whose principle property is the
universal urge to unite but more importantly, they also sense, as I know, their
individual participation in this evolving loving plan: Allen L Roland, PhD
"There is always one moment in childhood when the door
opens and lets the future in" Graham
Greene
Many of my spiritual consultations on Skype
are with people of different ethnic
backgrounds and religions but they can all relate to this inner child work ~
along with the fact that they often feel that they lost
a part of themselves in childhood. In many ways, their lives since
then have been a quest to find that lost inner
child along with their original joy, intention and purpose. When they
surrender to love, through my gratitude exercises and homework, they
often rediscover their original wholeness, joy and purpose and begin to not
only heal but to see through different eyes.
I personally
vividly remember two such moments, as a young child, that revealed to me
that I was part of something far greater than myself and that I had a part to
play in this evolving loving plan,
In
retrospect, my whole life has been a journey, a quest, to find an emotionally
lost little boy within myself who once knew he was part of something far
greater than himself, and longed to share the truths that I am now sharing with
you ~ my first early childhood experience at four years old, happened
while living with my beloved grandfather in Newtonville, Massachusetts with my
mother and brothers.
It was
where I profoundly experienced that deepest within myself was a love and
uplifting joy that indelibly connected me to everything around me as well as
all of nature ~ it was my first conscious awareness of a Unified Field
of love and soul consciousness that existed beyond
time and space.
One day while playing alone in
my room I heard my favorite song on the radio ~ it was Gene Autrey's "I'm
Back in the Saddle Again". My inner joy was too great to contain
and I felt an incredible urge to share it ~ so I turned the radio up full
volume, stood on my tiptoes, opened the window and leaned out into that
gorgeous New England summer day.
Gene Autrey's Back in the
Saddle again, 1939 ~ YouTube https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=80NoPLp-Zl0
Immediately, an overwhelming
sense of delight seemed to lift me out of myself ~ an utterly amazing feeling
of knowing and awareness rose from deep within me, a feeling of incredible joy
and oneness with all things around me ~ and I totally surrendered to it.
For a few ecstatic moments, I
sensed, I knew, that I was not alone. This awesome joy lifted me out of
myself and was somehow connected to all and everything I saw ~ and
I was part of it!
At four years old, I knew ~ for
a few moments ~ that I was a beloved and essential part of a loving universe ~
That deepest within me was a state of love and soul consciousness ~ I
knew ~ for a few moments ~ I was in a state of love and soul consciousness that
existed beyond time and space and I was part of it.
Two years later, when I was
suddenly taken away from my grandfather, my heart closed and I checked out.
Emotionally, I stopped growing and for the next 30 years that transcendent
moment of soul consciousness remained buried beneath a well of grief, a mantle
of psychic pain, aloneness and despair ~ it hurt too deeply to feel anything
deeply. But in the midst of that initial pain, I had a vision of the Golden
Gate bridge, water and houses ~ a moment in time precognitive vision that I
would eventually walk into 30 years
later. It was almost as if that child within
me said " Be patient, Allen ~ you are destined to see through my eyes
again and you will know when that moment happens".
"There is always one moment in childhood when the
door opens and lets the future in" Graham Greene
In 1979, I had written the first draft of my Unified Field Theory, but I had not yet
proven to myself that love ~ and not light ~ was the one constant of the
universe.
I knew Einstein was correct in terms of what
science could see through its limited consciousness ~ but wrong in terms of
what can be perceived and experienced from the standpoint of the soul, or the
within of things.
It was obvious to me that extra-sensory or
paranormal events illustrated a different relation to time and space.
For example, in scientific terms,
precognition (the perception of a future event before it occurs) is
considered possible ~ but it would mean that signals or information of some
kind could travel backward in time, which according to special relativity, would
be particles going faster than light.
But with the acceptance of the existence of
the Unified Field of Love ~ a psychic
energy field within which time and space do not exist ~ the effect would be
the same but the cause would be due to forces beyond the physical realm.
As such, precognition would fit comfortably
into the established physics and would also explain why it is experienced
mainly between people who have deep loving connections such as lovers, mates
and mothers and their children.
So in 1979, I knew that this Unified Field of
love was the one constant of the universe, but I had no direct experience of it
as existing beyond time and space and until I did, it could only be a theory.
In 1987, I finally had finally reached a
place in my personal growth and journey through fear ~ where I had pulled an
internal switch and declared that "I will never say no to myself
again or allow myself to be controlled by fear".
It was from that same fearless place of
self-acceptance in 1987, while attending a Life spring advanced seminar in San Francisco, that I crossed Bay Street in
north San Francisco and walked into Fort Mason park, looked to my left and
there it was ~ the scene I saw is the very picture that appears on the back
cover flap of my book ~ Radical therapy, Surrender to love And Heal Yourself
in Seven Sessions (not seven years).
Just as becoming a Navy Fighter pilot was an important part of
my destiny and brought me to the San Francisco Bay area ~ the precognitive
vision of the Golden Gate Bridge was a door that was opened to me as a young
child and not only let the future in but proved to me that the love for my
grandfather not only existed beyond time and space but was also the sole
constant of the universe.
I have had many personal experiences of the sensory sensation of
being in the Unified Field
of love and soul consciousness that exists not only beyond time and space but
also beneath our deepest fears but this one stands out ~ almost crashing after
being launched at night off the USS Ranger on the South China sea in 1960~ for
it was a matter of life and death and it became the foundation of my belief in
this state of consciousness that lies beneath our deepest fears.
Something was wrong!
I was not gaining airspeed! The plane was shaking and obviously close to
stalling speed and I was rapidly losing altitude.
Only seconds away
from crashing I felt myself being physically crushed by fear and the enormity
of my desperate situation. I was going to die! I fought to stay airborne. In a
state of total fear and panic I frantically reviewed my only options. Crash, go
down with the plane… eject and hope to stay alive long enough in the icy water
and be picked up by the carrier which would have to be within 3 minutes. The
stall horn was now blaring! I was only 50 feet over the water and seconds away
from crashing and I felt myself being completely crushed into the seat by my
fear ~ so I exercised my final option ~ I fully surrendered to that
moment!
I let myself be
seemingly crushed by fear and in that stillness of complete surrender I became
totally clear, devoid of fear and panic and seemingly beyond time and space ~ the
longest split second I have ever experienced!
In that timeless
second of total surrender and fearless clarity, I instantly noticed that the
gear landing light was still on and that I had obviously not raised it after
takeoff ~ the plane was carrying too much drag to gain altitude and airspeed
and I calmly raised the gear and regained airspeed and altitude.
It was only years
later, while experiencing a re-birthing exercise, did I connect that
crushing feeling I had experienced that night on the South China Sea for it was
indeed my original birth trauma and I had exercised the same option I did on
that fearful night as a pilot 28 years later ~ I totally surrendered, from a
place of numbing fear, and was born two minutes before my twin. I still vividly
remember the three lights over the birthing table as I opened my fear closed
eyes at the Boston Lying In Hospital on the morning of January 18, 1934."
See The Final Option ~ http://www.veteranstoday.com/2014/05/11/the-final-option/
"There is always one moment in childhood when the
door opens and lets the future in" Graham Greene
But I
digress, I knew when I walked into Fort Mason Park in 1987 and looked
to my left ~ that it was the exact vision I saw as a child ~ because of
the way the light was reflecting off the bay as well as the houses off
the Marina on the left. Of course, the Golden Gate Bridge was right in
the middle ~ just as I saw it as a child!
Immediately bursting into
tears, I ran up the grassy knoll overlooking a view of the bridge and let
myself fully surrender to the moment ~ to that vision I had experienced
more than 40 years before ~ I was beside myself with joy, delight, awe and
wonder!
I
realized that I had finally found the proof for my Unified Field ~ and it was always within my own consciousness ~ all
I had to do is say Yes to myself and not be controlled by fear.
That six year old little boy
had obviously been in a state of soul consciousness, that exists beyond time
and space, and before closing his heart, he let me know exactly where I
would be when I would be seeing through his eyes again ~ and again, the
event I was experiencing now had seemingly gone backwards in time.
This was my proof that there
was no time and space within this state of consciousness and that love was
indeed the sole constant of the universe!
I also deeply knew I was in
sync with my destiny and now ready to fully own this truth as well as share and
demonstrate it with my work ~ which I have done for over 40 years and within a month was sharing it as a
keynote speaker at the American Holistic Associations annual meeting in
Seattle, Washington and the title of my talk was the Unified Field.
All my
clients have access to these self-healing steps and have read this story in my
updated Kindle Book RADICAL THERAPY, SURRENDER TO LOVE AND HEAL YOURSELF IN
SEVEN SESSIONS (not seven years). Here is
the Kindle link http://www.amazon.com/Radical-Therapy-Surrender-Yourself-Sessions-ebook/dp/B00JGE5VQE
And here's a link to the
YouTube Skype sessions of the self-healing process I teach and coach ~ Watch,
in the first 20 minutes of session five, how
Marina conquers her deepest fear by going through them as she demonstrates that
beneath her pain and fear is a boundless
joy ~ the same joy I felt that day in 1987. See video https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r12MoNnwPKg&feature=youtu.be
So my whole lifetime narrative has indeed been a subconscious Quest to
find that little boy and empower him to feel that deeply again and own
and share his joyful truth with the world ~ which
I was always meant to share.
In essence, the psychic pain of being seemingly separated from love is so great that emotionally we stop growing and our lives become a quest to recreate that pain in a subconscious attempt to go beneath that pain and reunite with our original state of wholeness and joy as well as intention and purpose.
As such, all of our love relationships are steps on this quest until we finally embrace the grand prize or Holy Grail ~ our authentic self and our part in a universal loving plan ~ the Unified Field .
It was Teilhard who wrote in his last unpublished work, LE CHRISTIQUE ( The promised land )
of the
inevitable consequences when this truth appears ; "sooner or later there
will be a chain reaction ~ for the truth has to appear only once, in one single
mind, for it to be impossible for anything ever to prevent it from spreading
universally and setting everything ablaze."
In essence, the psychic pain of being seemingly separated from love is so great that emotionally we stop growing and our lives become a quest to recreate that pain in a subconscious attempt to go beneath that pain and reunite with our original state of wholeness and joy as well as intention and purpose.
As such, all of our love relationships are steps on this quest until we finally embrace the grand prize or Holy Grail ~ our authentic self and our part in a universal loving plan ~ the Unified Field .
It was Teilhard who wrote in his last unpublished work, LE CHRISTIQUE ( The promised land )
of the
inevitable consequences when this truth appears ; "sooner or later there
will be a chain reaction ~ for the truth has to appear only once, in one single
mind, for it to be impossible for anything ever to prevent it from spreading
universally and setting everything ablaze."
Thus,
we are rapidly reaching the point where psychology, science and religion are
all drawing closer to this great truth.
Let me elaborate on that by using the findings of the recent Nobel Prize winning researchers , Politzer, Gross and Wilczek, to prove my point. They won the 2004 Nobel prize in physics for their studies of the "strong Force" ~ the powerful and mysterious energy that holds the nuclei of atoms together .
They explained the mystifying qualities of the strong force, which holds together the fundamental building blocks of nature, called QUARKS, to form protons and neutrons ~ two of the basic components of atoms.
Let me elaborate on that by using the findings of the recent Nobel Prize winning researchers , Politzer, Gross and Wilczek, to prove my point. They won the 2004 Nobel prize in physics for their studies of the "strong Force" ~ the powerful and mysterious energy that holds the nuclei of atoms together .
They explained the mystifying qualities of the strong force, which holds together the fundamental building blocks of nature, called QUARKS, to form protons and neutrons ~ two of the basic components of atoms.
Now, this is when it gets interesting.
Independently, they developed the theory and the mathematical equations to show that Quarks are held together by the strong force which, unlike any other force in the universe, gets stronger as the quarks get farther apart ~ a concept now known as "Asymptotic Freedom".
The simplest analogy is to a rubber band encircling two objects. When the objects are close together, the rubber band fits loosely. But as they are drawn apart, the rubber band stretches, trying to pull them back together.
But I would now add that Asymptotic Freedom exists not only in the quantum world of the atom but also in the world of planets and galaxies ~ and is even more compelling evidence of our innate urge to unite, which is the principle property of the Unified Field .
In the February 2007 issue of Scientific American,
Christopher Conselice writes of THE UNIVERSE'S INVISIBLE HAND ~ DARK ENERGY.
His description of dark energy in space is exactly the same as how Asymptotic
Freedom is described in the quantum world of the atom:
"Dark Energy does more than hurry along the expansion of the universe . It has a strangle hold on the shape and spacing of galaxies. Dark Energy, unlike matter, does not clump in some places more than others; by its very nature, it is spread smoothly everywhere. Dark energy links everything together "
Now, here is my take on these findings as applied to my Unified Field of Love and Soul Consciousness.
The strong force in the atom is also the urge to unite which is the principle property of my Unified Field. It is the same urge to unite that Einstein found when he discovered that photons ( light particles ) have a tendency to travel together versus act randomly ~ which eventually led to the discovery of the laser.
"Dark Energy does more than hurry along the expansion of the universe . It has a strangle hold on the shape and spacing of galaxies. Dark Energy, unlike matter, does not clump in some places more than others; by its very nature, it is spread smoothly everywhere. Dark energy links everything together "
Now, here is my take on these findings as applied to my Unified Field of Love and Soul Consciousness.
The strong force in the atom is also the urge to unite which is the principle property of my Unified Field. It is the same urge to unite that Einstein found when he discovered that photons ( light particles ) have a tendency to travel together versus act randomly ~ which eventually led to the discovery of the laser.
Strong
Force in Atom
It is also the same urge to unite that Teilhard de Chardin speaks of when he wrote ~ If there were no real propensity to unite, even at a prodigiously rudimentary level, indeed, in the molecule itself ~ it would be physically impossible for love to appear higher up in the ' humanized ' or human form .
It is also the same urge to unite that loved ones feel when they are separated from each other ~ and the further apart the stronger the pull to be back together. Since I'm a twin, I can really relate to this urge to unite when I was sometimes separated from my twin in early childhood and now, since he died two years ago, he has returned to this Unified Field of love and soul consciousness and is one of my guardian angels.
Asymptotic Freedom, the quantum strong force urge to unite, aka the Unified Field, not only exists within the atom but also exists in space as Dark Energy thus uniting the quantum world of the atom with the outer physical world of gravity, planets and galaxies (the Microcosm and the Macrocosm).
This would also seemingly explain how the urge to unite would increase as the Universe continues to expand (much like a rubber band).
As such, it is a force that is stronger than Gravity !
Thus, the one constant of the universe would no longer be light at 186,000 miles per second for even light particles (photons) are subject to this force field of love ~ this driving propensity to unite which exists not only beyond time and space but also beneath our deepest fears and within the atom itself as Asymptotic Freedom.
This would also explain why mankind is in the process of uniting while we seemingly are dividing and pulling away from each other.
It is also the same urge to unite that Teilhard de Chardin speaks of when he wrote ~ If there were no real propensity to unite, even at a prodigiously rudimentary level, indeed, in the molecule itself ~ it would be physically impossible for love to appear higher up in the ' humanized ' or human form .
It is also the same urge to unite that loved ones feel when they are separated from each other ~ and the further apart the stronger the pull to be back together. Since I'm a twin, I can really relate to this urge to unite when I was sometimes separated from my twin in early childhood and now, since he died two years ago, he has returned to this Unified Field of love and soul consciousness and is one of my guardian angels.
Asymptotic Freedom, the quantum strong force urge to unite, aka the Unified Field, not only exists within the atom but also exists in space as Dark Energy thus uniting the quantum world of the atom with the outer physical world of gravity, planets and galaxies (the Microcosm and the Macrocosm).
This would also seemingly explain how the urge to unite would increase as the Universe continues to expand (much like a rubber band).
As such, it is a force that is stronger than Gravity !
Thus, the one constant of the universe would no longer be light at 186,000 miles per second for even light particles (photons) are subject to this force field of love ~ this driving propensity to unite which exists not only beyond time and space but also beneath our deepest fears and within the atom itself as Asymptotic Freedom.
This would also explain why mankind is in the process of uniting while we seemingly are dividing and pulling away from each other.
My
after death experience with my Mother when she passed on in 1987, shortly after
reading my AHMA paper on the Unified Field,
as well as my after death experience with my twin brother after he passed a few
years ago, are definitive proof to me that they are now in the Unified Field ~ a state of
soul consciousness that exists beyond time and space and can no longer be
called a theory but is instead a proven reality.
Her joyful loving words to me during that experience are a continuing
affirmation of my work ~ "Allen, I Know, Allen I Know
"
See VT
Article~ http://www.veteranstoday.com/2012/05/12/memories-of-my-mom/
And finally, on an individual level, it would explain the evolutionary power of love, altruism and social cooperation ~ and how mankind can no longer resist its innate pull and urge to unite versus fragment and separate.
It was the great Egyptian
writer Mahfouz who wrote " When the heart achieves its
desire, you shall transcend time and space " and the heart's
desire, I would maintain and have now lived, is to return to its original
source of love, joy and soul consciousness ~ the Unified Field which,
indeed, transcends time and space.
Once again, that young Israeli boy and his
Palestinian friend pictured above most certainly deeply feel that their bond of
love and friendship supersedes any cultural and religious animosity and hatred
that permeates their world ~ and I can almost hear them tell each other "Peace Begins with Us". Which is precisely true for the Apartheid
state of Palestine still exists as a global open sore of Israeli injustice,
repression and human rights violations which the world continues to ignore.
"If there were no real
propensity to unite, even at a prodigiously rudimentary level, indeed, in the
molecule itself, it would be physically impossible for love to appear higher up
in the 'hominized' or human form": Teilhard de Chardin,
The phenomenon of Man.
Allen L Roland, PhD
Heart
centered spiritual consultant and advisor Allen L Roland can be
contacted at allen@allenroland.com Allen is also a lecturer and
writer who
shares a weekly political and social commentary on his web log and website allenroland.com. He is also
featured columnist on Veterans Today and is a featured guest on many radio and Television programs.
