Marina
after meeting child in session four
Born in Ireland, 46 years old, catholic, breech birth who
suffered emotionally, sexual and physical abuse from father ~ Marina
voluntarily became my last private practice Skype client and in the process of
reading my Kindle book on Radical Therapy and doing its seven heart centered
self-healing sessions, Marina not only found the emotionally lost 5 year old
child within herself but also gave that child a voice. Marina's story
represents a universal lifelong quest for many to find that same precious child
and my book's role as her empowering coach and guide was to help her defeat
fear in the process ~ particularly the fear that being herself was not enough:
Allen L Roland
Because of my age and service connected
disability as a Navy Fighter pilot on the USS Ranger in the early 1960's ~ I
have discontinued my private clinical practice this year and instead I am
concentrating on my work as a heart centered consultant and mentor for other
spiritual therapists and counselors as well as the promotion of my PhD dissertation
on the Unified Field and self-healing
exercises in my Kindle book Radical Therapy / Surrender to Love and Heal
Yourself in Seven Sessions, Not Seven Years.
Imagine my excitement when Steven Strouth,
Marina's husband who was visiting in Ireland, read my book and suggested that I
not only put the book on Kindle but that he would help
me as my promoter/manager and then his wife
Marina volunteered as a client for a YouTube demonstration on how someone can
use this book and its seven sessions to heal themselves. Marina gave us total
permission to use the personal information from these sessions on YouTube ~
because of her desire to help and touch others with
her story.
And that she most certainly has done as you
can witness by going to Allen L Roland / Radical Therapy on YouTube.
Here's the video link of session 5 on April 27, 2014
I chose to use YouTube sessions for several
reasons. Marina illustrates the courage it
takes to overcome extreme aloneness and unworthiness issues associated with
sexual abuse and somehow not give up the hope to claim her original innocence, joy, intention and purpose. Once I told Marina
"It's Your Turn" in the first session, she was like a horse to
the barn and her stumbling blocks of fear became stepping stones of courage as
she galloped to the finish line ~ which was
herself ~ unchained from unworthiness, freed
from the stifling harness of fear and ready to
speak her truth.
I chose to show session #5 because Marina
explains in the first 15 minutes how she was seemingly
cloaked in fear after the session where she met her child ~ afraid to be
real and she completely surrendered to the fear when she went to bed, deeply
cried and woke up in the morning completely alive and seeing through different
eyes ~ much like Scrooge in the Christmas Carol waking up on Christmas morning
and seeing through different eyes. As she
explained, it was almost as if the authentic child within her said ~ Marina,
you must first feel my fear and accept my pain in order to get to my deeper
joy, intention, purpose and celebration.
No longer a hostage to her fears, Marina is now seeing
through different eyes and is thanking all the many people in her life who saw
her light when she couldn't accept love and escape her unworthiness issues and prison of fear.
The gift I gave Marina was sharing my
empowering truth with sincere and genuine joy and excitement ~ for I am
obviously coming from a place of inner celebration and service.
Can it really be this simple? That we can
heal ourselves by taking responsibility for love and living with a grateful
heart.
Yes, it is and my Kindle book will set the
stage for you in that process and if you follow the
YouTube video of each of the sessions
with Marina, this should inspire you to
embrace your fear as well as the sadness beneath it and eventually tap into the
Unified Field ~ a spring of love and
joy that lies deepest within us and connects us all.
Marina's story became Marina's turn to no
longer be held hostage by her fears and instead fully claim her original love,
joy, intention and freedom as well as her part in a universal loving plan.
Longfellow described this state of soul
consciousness best ~ "The thread of all sustaining beauty that runs
through all and doth all unite."
Allen L Roland
http://allenlrolandsweblog.blogspot.com/2014/04/marinas-story.html
Freelance
Alternative Press Online columnist and
transformational counselor Allen L Roland is available for comments,
interviews, speaking engagements and private
Skype consultations at allen@allenroland.com
Allen
L Roland is also a lecturer who also shares a daily
political and social commentary on his web log and
website allenroland.com He also
guest hosts a monthly national radio show TRUTHTALK on www.conscioustalk.net
Marina is dramatic evidence of the intention and purpose of someone who is truly gifted and will seize any opportunity to explore another life fulfilling choice versus living her life as a hostage to fear.
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